The Things We Need Least Are The Things We Desire The Most.

Howdy.
Well I'm sitting here at school, in coronado, bored waiting on the other class to get done we i can go back and sleep. I gotta go take some games to gamestop thou, dont want em and need the money lol. I wont be making purchases for a while lol besides bills ofcourse. you know as I type this entry on my fancy droid phone, i keep saying to myself...my i'm entirely sleepy lol.

So yea i havent posted in ages and today is the day i shall start again! i went looking thru my blog and noticed the titles of my entries...wow. all i have to say. i wrote some interesting title lines. :P

Now to update on all that is happening with me. after april's blog post i finished a-school and went on vaca, where i began to get unsettled because no military around, made me a litttle lazy again. after so i went to san diego unto where i am station near and go to c-school at. i am station at camp pendleton where i work on neat things that most people dont even now about. so far so good, met some good people and some not good. got in trouble one time got a slap on the hand and learn my lesson. currntly talking to a medic, we call them corpmen, he's a really nice guy. we'll see what way God will guide me. my room is really cool too, my own room with all the things i can fit in it lol. gotta get a sofa. :P. and some cooking items, which reminds me! gotta make a food list for when i get paid. maybe since tmobile might take it all. anyho. yeah now im hungry and sleepy. lol. nap time lol.

always a nerd
Williams

Psycologically Disterbed and Under Fed With Religon and Justice. Bring Just the Hero and the Knife...

Hello Hello Again

I am suppose to be studying and doing laundry but obviously I am not doing that now am I? Lol. My sister (Hannah) is downloading music onto my new ipod >:> muwahahahha! I wanted to write because alot of stuff is going on, such as money and love. Whoo two things you don't mix and hope never to. Anyways as of recently I fell for this guy, omg everything Icould ask for but of course not everything but close enough. lol. I love the fact he calls me to just call, its not really to say anything, just call. <3 I love it! I'm starting to get feelings (strong) ones for him. It's gonna kill me xP. I'm gonna hate it when the time comes and I can't see him as much. I honestly hope that I am what he is looking for too. *shrug*. I have thou in speaking of myself become more confident about myself. I like dancing around in my undies and seeing my shape, before I didn't.

Ok so off that subject before its three paragraphs on just that lol. So yea there is nothing new. Im in fire fighting phase in school, and mad sick awesomeness lol. I love it. I get tired as all hell but thats fine because I wake up when the action happens lol. Woo Hooyah!. I wanna go snow boarding lol. I should end this post because it makes no sense anymore xD. Oh I'm gonna start a webshow. :)

Yummy Bubbles and Butterflies
Williams

Mindless Children with Intelligent Ways.

Hey everyone

I know its been a long time since I last wrote in here, sad in a way but its cool I was busy. I jsut recently got out of boot camp, march 20th. Currently in A-School. Its pretty awesome! Alot goes on here at A-school, its just like college. You do your work, get bubbly feelings for some guy at class (yes i have bubbly feelings for a guy at class and him like wise), spend up all your money or atleast try not too lol. I am trying not to spend anything at all but its like moving into a new apt so you find yourself buying a bunch of crap you didnt plan on buying. lol. Anyhos, Um Boot camp was interesting. It diffenatly not what people tell you it to be. Its not like girl scout stuff and what not, its not easy. The only time one should brag about how easy it may be is if they done it, because I know people that have gone in bragging and guess what! They're stiiiiiiill there lol. People I notice when in boot are taken aback by the RDCs (Recruit Division Command) cursing. I've seen recruits get their panties in a bunch because they didn't like being cursed at when THEY were furstrating (excuse my mispelling) the RDCs. You know there is alot I can say about RTC that would help prepare a recruit but why tell when its better to just experiance for yourself, one thing i hope to do when I get back to my recruiting office is talk to the deppers and let them know what to expect. For now Im tired of typing lol (aka lazy) and going to go play pool. Next Week I will be live.....Um website....jeez I gotta find it and I will post it up lol.

Semper Fortis
Williams

False Lives with True Lies

Salaam Salaam

Today is the first day of Ramadan, I am excited however also very hungry lol. This morning all I had was.... a dole pineapple cup.....no water, no oatmeal, no milk or dates, just a small little happy cup of pineapples. I'm regretting not getting up and actually eating something. One thing I do see happening this month thou is SHEDDING WEIGHT, oot oot lol, and also ofcourse cutting off of candy and sorts. Time to power up and get healthy. In fact, speaking of healthy, I got this awesome Tomatoe soup, it's simply deeeeeelish. I will post the recipe up in the other blog, once I get a chance to post up everything else I've written. lol. Lately I been having a little sneezing fit. Yesterday I sneezed a good 10 to 11 times in a row, and no my nose wasnt contintent lol. In fact I have to sneeze now. A pen pal of mine, who's a soilder, is currently in IRAQ, he messages me complaining of the weather and other soilders lol. He recently asked me to edit a picture of him, I haven't completed it yet lol :(, however it is almost done lol. Once it's done it will be added to my collection. What else is new? Just about nothing lol. I guess this will be cut short until something happens. OOOOO! I got on a roller coaster lol. ok thats it lol. IT WAS AWESOME AND FAST AND HIGH AND LOW LOL.xDDDD


Ramadan Mubarak
Tatiana.W.

With Time we Evolve...Or Evolution will force you to.

Helloooooooo


I haven't once again posted in a super long time. Which I am sorry I didnt lol. I have been having some serious problems controling what I spend, one minute I get it in control and the next when I dont do the same budget plan I spend double. It's depressing. I feel like I'm spiraling down into jupitar lol. I gotta try my best and keep up my best. It is kinda hard thou when you see alot of stuff you wanna buy lol ON SALE xD. Anyways I won't sales stop me from saving. Guess what happened to me! I got cursed out by a bum........Sweet isn't it. She sees me in my uniform and says, "You have 3 or 4 dollors?"....BOLD!....I tell her no, i was telling the truth too...."You a cop?"....=_=;....Bold again......I tell her no i am not. "Why you got that badge?"....I tell her its for my job...."Where you work?"....I respond none of her concern....I think thats where she may have gotten the idea I may be a cop...NOT..."its all my concern, i got the right to know. you soppose to give me some money"...at this point i got a little pissed and responded 'keep going'...."You a cop! you suppose to give me some money, I'm a detective"...ofcourse my responce was 'yea sure you are' and her responce was walking away calling me an ugly ass cop..........Ay....I swear people getting bold these days lol. Ok off of the bad news and on to good. I saw Maxwell and Chrisette Michelle live, it was very nice. One lady threw her panties on the stage, maxwell licked them and the women went wild lol. ew.... lol. What else is new? Um I started playing Maple story again lol, addicting as ever in fact here are my characters. The girl is TokyoCode and the two boys are the same person but updated and his name is! ozxIPODxzo!
Ok I have to go my lunch is up.

Toodles
!Tatiana Patel (My cool version to my name lol)

The Words of the Queen "Be use && Use"

Hello Everyone

As everyone should know Mr.Jackson has pass. Much respect to him and his family. I feel very bad for his children, their father was young and just as the blossoming of his life and he passes, not his intention but it's very sad, you know? I didn't watch the service for him because the whole thing seemed too Deja Vu. A tad weird that I had actually seen it before. I still say thou, Farewell Mr.Jackson.

I can see that I haven't posted in forever, 2 months almost. I will be changing my phone to a blackberry or palm so that I may post more often. However I can assure you that somethings have been going on. I turned 21 in June, I didn't have a big party, I just relaxed with some friends and had a few beers lol. The other thing is I don't know if I wrote this before but I started writing again, poems and stories, I have to post them up so that they may be read. I also want to post up the ridiculous pictures I take with my phone lol. Alot of people laugh when they seen my pictures but often I see them as telling me something or inspiring me, although you may not agree. Something else that is somewhat new, I fully love being single lol. Ok so that wasn't anything new but I feel I should say it was. "When you are engulfed in flames By David Sedaris" && "Measure for Measure By Shakespeare" are both brillient as I read them. I have been debateing if I should start my website up again and really get back into it. I am not sure if I really should... Opinions are welcomed :). OH GUESS WHAT I met Mr.Leatherdale today and even got to chat with him *hearts*. He's such a fantastic person. I love his photos very beautiful and I hope to post them up sometime to show everyone.Now its time to meet Mr.Armstong lol. Ok I need to jet. My bus should be here any minute lol.

Good Night.
Tatiana.

[.Mr.Leatherdale is handsome *blush*.]

Ressurection of the Guitine

Hey there Hi there Ho there.

It's fleet week, can't be anymore excited. OH EM GEE! LOL. I'll be going tuesday, hopefully with some buddies. Very excited as its a first for me and FW together. I will be sure to take pictures of the flight deck. Can't wait. I really wanna go inside and see the engine room since thats where I'll be working. One of my bosses were bugging me about going when I kept saying I was going on a tuesday.. Jeeeeez. There is one thing I wanna talk about in here but not yet will I bring it up. Yesterday, actually the day before I got into or was brought into a super long convo (which in my opinion is ridiculous [length] now)with my parents and as we were talking I came to realized I'm very miss understood and ALWAYS judge, not like I'm saying o poor me. Just came to notice this.Demands are demanded but that demander can not really do the exchange. Don't know if that sounded right but yea. I also see alot of people cant change with the time and understand or even want to understand. I'm always asked why I don't talk about my feelings and the reason is because the world judges before listening, and the same thing "HEARD IT BEFORE". I dunno people most likely disagree with me and my logic but thats ok. IDC I will think how I think and if you can accept that.. that's not my problem it's yours. I'm open to taking opinions. In speaking of opinions, there's a new topic floating around about an USAF (United States Air Force) pilot who was booted from the USAF for "TELLING" to much. Now they are considering, letting fellow gays be open about it in the military. Doing that will not solve the problem(s). I don't like the whole idea of it. Ok yes, fine if they let them in, but once that green light is given to be open about it all hell will break loose. Unprofessional and Dangerous. I think they should welcome them but keep the "Don't ask don't tell" policy and let them know"Kepp it to yourself not everyone needs or even wants to know and it WILL make some uncomfortable". I don't think I wanna go in the USN and work with some one of the same sex hitting on me or even the oppisite sex flashing it around, but theres nothing we can do about it, is it? Oh well. As of lately I've been trying to work on some editing, but it's been hard. I only have time after work and by then I'm glued to watching NCIS and crashing. lol.I also want to try and finish my stories I started writing. I wanna try and get back into writing again, poetry, books, more blogging and coding. One step at a time. I haven't seen that cute officer lol xP I should stop, I'm so majnoon (crazy in arabic).MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING ..... and no i still haven't found a place e_e. I was reading a NYLON magazine and I saw alot of designsI liked and I think I will make a picture and send it in with a letter with how I recently started reading their magazines and they inspired some designs on me. We'll see if my letter makes it into the maglol. But what will I write?



XOXO
Tatiana


Always write my sigs different eachtime. [.Laziness.] lol