It's fleet week, can't be anymore excited. OH EM GEE! LOL. I'll be going tuesday, hopefully with some buddies. Very excited as its a first for me and FW together. I will be sure to take pictures of the flight deck. Can't wait. I really wanna go inside and see the engine room since thats where I'll be working. One of my bosses were bugging me about going when I kept saying I was going on a tuesday.. Jeeeeez. There is one thing I wanna talk about in here but not yet will I bring it up. Yesterday, actually the day before I got into or was brought into a super long convo (which in my opinion is ridiculous [length] now)
with my parents and as we were talking I came to realized I'm very miss understood and ALWAYS judge, not like I'm saying o poor me. Just came to notice this.Demands are demanded but that demander can not really do the exchange. Don't know if that sounded right but yea. I also see alot of people cant change with the time and understand or even want to understand. I'm always asked why I don't talk about my feelings and the reason is because the world judges before listening, and the same thing "HEARD IT BEFORE". I dunno people most likely disagree with me and my logic but thats ok. IDC I will think how I think and if you can accept that.. that's not my problem it's yours. I'm open to taking opinions. In speaking of opinions, there's a new topic floating around about an USAF (United States Air Force) pilot who was booted from the USAF for "TELLING" to much. Now they are considering, letting fellow gays be open about it in the military. Doing that will not solve the problem(s). I don't like the whole idea of it. Ok yes, fine if they let them in, but once that green light is given to be open about it all hell will break loose. Unprofessional and Dangerous. I think they should welcome them but keep the "Don't ask don't tell" policy and let them know"Kepp it to yourself not everyone needs or even wants to know and it WILL make some uncomfortable". I don't think I wanna go in the USN and work with some one of the same sex hitting on me or even the oppisite sex flashing it around, but theres nothing we can do about it, is it? Oh well. As of lately I've been trying to work on some editing, but it's been hard. I only have time after work and by then I'm glued to watching NCIS and crashing. lol.I also want to try and finish my stories I started writing. I wanna try and get back into writing again, poetry, books, more blogging and coding. One step at a time. I haven't seen that cute officer lol xP I should stop, I'm so majnoon (crazy in arabic).MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING ..... and no i still haven't found a place e_e. I was reading a NYLON magazine and I saw alot of designsI liked and I think I will make a picture and send it in with a letter with how I recently started reading their magazines and they inspired some designs on me. We'll see if my letter makes it into the maglol. But what will I write?XOXO
Tatiana
Always write my sigs different eachtime. [.Laziness.] lol
feh I think it was perfect timing to start finding one, but whatever whats done is done. I'm not eating eggs anymore, NATGEO just showed eggs evolving and frankly its a little disterbing when you think about the fact you're eating a unborn fetus. I'm getting sick lol. In speaking of sick, I was just sick this week. It stopped my working out in the morning and everything. I am going to start back up tomorrow. Nice 1 1/2 - 2 hour work out. I'm gonna try to do an hour every working day and 2 on weekends. But anyways back to me being sick. I was having, at first, just a light headache then it got worse, my vision to the right of me began to blur then my right arm started going dead. After so my headache after taking some tylenol rapid release began to rapid release itself around my whole head, hitting my spine then just the left side of my head. I was diagnosed with just having a HEADACHE, like I told my mother lol. But thats what mothers do, they worry lol. I was also very cold sound and light sorta hurt me, and my eyes hurt. I'm ok now thou so no worries =]. Lets see what else has been going on? I heard someone at my job got fired. ::Gigaddy gigaddy::. I'm also looking to go on a road trip, don't know where to yet lol. NCIS!!!!! omg I been hooked. tuesday new episode, I have just started watching this show and already got what happened in the past. I don't know about Ziva, I can't tell if she's plain stupid or she's againist NCIS. I wanna find out!!!! Um lately I been getting mega overly jealous. I don't usually get like this but I think its was some much the fact I doubted myself the abilty of being the right one for her. I mean IDK. I didn't know what to do for awhile with myself I was kinda confussed, like I knew what I wanted but didn't know how to handle all of it and now its like I understand it. I think one thing I needed was to relax and think. All I can do now on day is think about her and worry if she's ok or not. She tells me not to worry about her but honestly how can I not? Even if I attempted I would fail. Ugh...I'm in love lol. I am thinking about if I should propose to her before I leave... I guess I should wait and see how things go. Nervous but happy. Flock of birds in my stomach lol. I was gonna start a homepage but I figured it would be useless, I wouldnt have the time and don't really need it lol. Anyways I need to go to bed it's 0104 am and I'm cold and hungry lol
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