I heard you but I'm not listening

Konichiwa

Today is the Gay Pride Parade, and I'm not gonna be able to see it this years. Hopefully next year, I'm like so disappointed, but that's my fault, if I knew how to drive already then I'd be able to go. I need to just get that out the way which I'm gonna do this month. I have alot to do this years and you know what? I'm up for it. Stuff I should have had done last year (meaning while i was 19) is now gonna get done, it's gotta get done before my 21st. Hopefully for me and my stepmother's birthday we'll go to vegas. I'll be paying for her and my ticket, so I need to do some major ticket pricing, to see what the ticket prices are like and what's the lowest I can get. I'm still thinking about getting my ears lopes strecthed to abt 1/4 inch, dunno when I'mma do it but hopefully soon. Whatelse I wanna get done? Ah I still need to talk to my parents and tell him I'm attracted to females xD. That's all I been looking at. Me and a friend were talking about that, and he was like i was most likely attracted to him because he had some feminine things about him. Jus thinking about that, I realized that probably was it because I'm not attracted to those masculine men, I mean yea they're hot but they're just eye candy. eh well I know now lol. Ok it's 9.40 am and I need to plan out things I need to get done this years before I turn 21, NO TIME TO WASTE I'VE WASTED ENOUGH!!!!




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Addictive Pain

Konichiwa

My myspace was deleted by tom the other day... I started up a new one, and I'm gonna send him a sweet little ol' letter asking him why he did it. There was no warning or anything, which is rather unfair, because mostly everyone I knew was on there. Now i gotta refind everyone and not all of them did I have their phone numbers. I swear sometimes... Anyways, I was watching King of Scotland last night, if I have the name right lol. But I saw how, Kings and Presidents when they come to you before they are that status, they're so noble and charming, then bing they're trayrants... King in my dictionary is a Man of noblity, honesty, love, care, witty, intellegent in all ways, and etc, same goes for a presidient. I do believe that's why we came up with those type of leaders, for such, not for them to turn into "GOD", God has that seat handled. Ofcourse this is just old conversation. On recent events, My hair is short and I'm broke lmao. Both are true lol. I dunno about myself anymore, I still have interest in going ot the navy, my friends and family don't like it...and well I dunno what to do abou thtat sometimes, it is my life but at the same time they do care and Idk...




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Death's Revenge is upon us.

Konichiwa

June 8 was my step-mom's birthday, it's awesome to have your birthday on a weekend lol. I was thinking about something just the other day while I was on the bus. I had a regretm the first and was at that moment the only regret. I'll tell you what it was first before I go on. Myre gret was that I didn't go see my guardian-mother before she passed away, I had the chance and didn't take it, mostly becuase I didn't believe she was gonna die. That was my only regret in loife however as I was sitting on the bus the other day thinking about something, a second possible regret came up. I'm not gonna say the regret becasue it may not turn out to be one if you catch my drift.But it's terrible when you have good friends and in the end you regret even knowing them. Some of those types are like "glads to get rid of"'s and or other are "heartbreakers". Anyways, on the better subject Obama and Clinton are teaming up? Dunno yet, maybe not, seems like clinton may not do it, however she is giving her voters to Obama and tellign them to vote for him. I think in my opinon that Clinton should do it, Obama needs a strong VP, someone that has his back and if he stumbles will be there to step in and correct. I dunno thou because ppl also see a down side to her being VP and that's her trying to take over....(sees clinton in a evil outfit tryign to take over the world.) ....>_> xD....I'll be voting for McCain thou......xD jp jp I'm voting for Obama. We'll see in time what happens just stay tuned on your local channels that boadcast the elections.


Well I'm 20 now and I don't feel a bit different lol. I cut my hair too lol. You can see the hair cut on myspace lol. A friend sees me at work and say I belong in the beatles lol xD.



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Last day of existance

Konichiwa

Yes yes, I didn't post again like I was suppose to. Now on days everytime I wanna go post I'm no where near a pc or either I can't get to it. As we mite know my birthday is tomorrow and I dicide to finally put change at work...(change as in transform myself lol). I keep saying I want to and it's about time I do. I was watching Gimme sugar on LOGO, and I saw the life that I wanted, and decide it's time and it's been time I actually did what I need to do, on my birthday change will be in affect, I've already began preparing lol. Being lazy is what slows me down so I'm trying to be less lazy, and step my game up. It's just once you get in the habit of one thing it's hard to get out of it. I don't know where to start but I'm gonna start somewhere. I know I'll start with no focusing on trying to find love, and just ...do me. xD o That sounded dirty lol jp jp. Ok I gotta go, I would say I'll post tonight but I actually mite not because I got my hair twisted into thousands of twist braids and now I gotta take them out so I can get my boy cut xD yay. However I will as always post again and remember VOTE FOR OBAMA!!!!!





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Couple of Centries

Konichiwa


Yea never wrote that entry xD. I was gonna write it today but something told me just go post something, and here I am posting something which I have no idea what I'm posting lol. I have stuff I wanna post but I don't know what they are right now and I only have a few minutes so like everything is racing thru my mind xD. I'll just write it then post it. >_> O shoots I forgot to do something xD




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