Good Morning Starshine, The Earth says HELLO!

Konichiwa

It's been 7 days since I posted anything lol. Like i don't even know what to write becausse nothign has been happening besides the usual. I haven't done the website either, I didn't cause I haven't planned the whole site out yet. I don't even know what I want to put on it. I am however trying to plan out the stuff I need to buy for my other project. Which is called "Yamamoto Strong". It's the same as the other one I wanted to start before I thought I was going to the navy. I have so much planning to do I'm confussed lol. Well I'm gonna write an entry while I'm at work and post it later. Alright I need to go eat, make my lunch and plan this stuff.




Henduo Henduo Ai
Yamamoto Kenji

As the sunshine hides in the shadows...

Konichiwa


Love is like a trick or game. I tells you stuff like, "Yea you like him but you know can't...but aw heck go ahead, I'm sure it won't matter" aaaand ya listen, atleast I did. It tells different people different things. Sometimes it's good, sometimes bad. Anyways Yea I fell in love and well family is not so happy with it and I'll tell you why. His life has already been started, unlike mine, his has been made out and his has (grits teeth and blugdes eyes) children (xD i'm playing about the teeth and eye stuff), and so basically I'm like a little nat in a busy man's life....>_> I like how i put that. It bothers me to turn someone I fell in love with into a friend, I mean he's my bestfriend but I guess once I fell in love (this is so funny for somereason)I didn't just want plain ol' friends. However, point be made my life hasn't even started to bloom. Anyways lets change the subject! heh heh xD. -_- Let's get serious here and talk about ...... TRUST.....TEE ARE YOU ES TEE......TRUST.....
I'm gonna talk about everyone when it comes to this. I hate it when someone tell me or you or whomever.."O I trust you, I truely do"....and the next minute whomever it is, is questioning you, Basically saying "I don't trust and I never did". This is why no matter who (excuse my choice on words) the fuck you are I DON'T TRUST YOU. I've tried trusting people and they just let me down each time. AARGH NEXT SUBJECT THIS IS MAKING ME MAD.

I'm gonna major in librial arts. Ok like I'm suddenly pissed off. That got me steamed. >_> DERRICK YOU OWE ME MINUTES HIPPY! WHERE'S ME MONEY BOY I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS. O yea don't wanna forget to tell you all. A very important part of E.N.B, Maggi Drive G of 250 GB, has passed away. She has been preserved, she held alot of info, originals rare and unrare, um the first part of my portfolio and my three videos I made or was it four? Anyways it was a tearful funeral...It was friday she passed on thursday night.(CRIES). However we have another whose gonna take her place, his name's taylor, and uh he's a TB. Hopefully Taylor will be part of E.N.B not too sure yet xD. Anyways alot of things need to be bought. AY YA YAAA ~_~.



Henduo Henduo Ai
Yamamoto Kenji

Putting the World in a Coma

Konichiwa



I had a great night last night, could've been better had someone not been pissing me off. Now on days it seems that's all he's able to do. Anyways I went to rio's 22 last, uh absolutly wonderful. Had a martini and a the other thing in which I can't spell lol. San griau or something like that. They come around with different meats offering them to you. I picked mostly the chicken, nice and soft and tender. *drools*. Then we had desert. I had Pot de Creme, it was heavenly. *drools more*. Wow wow wow. I loved it. I got in last night and went straight to bed xD. Could've sleep after awhile, xD dunno why. But on other matters, I hate when someone you like or liked starts showing other colors of themselves and then it's like "I've wasted or was about to waste my time on you". I know this sounds stupid but I'm not the only one this has happened to, when you ask someone what they like about and they give the same answer as anybody else, and you just said there like, it pisses you off because then whatever that thing is that's the only thing people like you for. Basically you got nothing to offer. I also hate lead on's. Don't let me start on that. Anyway to drop that subject because I've been in a pissy mood on it. I before I end that subject hate when ppl say I don't wanna break your heart. LMAO. You or whomever could never break my heart because I purposely made it cold as so it wouldn't get broken, I just end up disappointed. Only person that could do that, is someone I was so in love with, to the point I want to have their babies, did that to me. Ok I need to change the subject xD. Have you seen the weather today? SIMPLE GASTLY xDDD. O yea don't kick my butt about the website alright? I just....haven't had time (is lying)....>_> >_< I SWEAR IT. XD. I'll get it done soon sheesh -_-. Preston is adorable xD and he won't leave me alone at work -_-;. xD don't worry I don't mind it thou lol. TIME TO EAT MUST LEAVE NOW WILL POST AGAIN *SPEAKS IN CAVEMAN LANGUAGE* O_o


HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO THE MOTHERS READING MY BLOG (IF ANY LOL)

(And on other issues of current, Remember who makes your stuff, remember because they are part of our life even if we don't want them to be)




Henduo Henduo Ai
Yamamoto Kenji

Paranoiying Silence (From Diary To Blog)

Konichiwa

Two months ago is when I last wrote in my diary, recently I started this blog (In which I'm writing in). I revealed some good and some bad things. I told how I fell in love then some what, threw it away because there was no use of it. In speaking of love, someone I care for has a girlfriend, he told me about it.I got disappointed, hadn't expected but I think it kinda makes me mad. I guess becasue I don't see it from their view. I see the relationship as meaningless and pointless. Here's why. He says they don't even respond to eachother as a couple further more it's an open one...Ok am I the only what is sitting here saying "WHAT?" So why the hell is there even the relationship that basically is friends. Doesn't make sense and that's what makes me mad. That's what showed me "No..Sit" lol. I've leaerned to devolop a clod heart, not in the perspective of being evil and what not but in the perspective of not letting this hurt or get too me as much because really it's plainly stupid.Had I had thewarm tender heart, I'd be in tears and upset. I learn that life doesn't have time for crying over "Bullshit" such as that. "Wash your face and get on the road". Gotta be optimistic, normally I'd say "O well for him, next in line please" but this time I say "Good luck to ya" and I meaen that. I don't want someone that can't wait because "O this o that". Bullshit. You can't wait too damn bad, my theory is if I can wait you you better hell be able to wait for me and if not "Go somewhere out of my sun ray". I kno I most likely am goingin circles but I need to empty my head of something that doesn't even need to be there. Anyways on the more important matter. In Recent reports.......OUR EARTH IS DYING PEOPLE!!!! It seems to me as we evole things, matters, event worsen. Example, WW3, the current war going on now. USA VS QUOTE "IRAQI TERROIST". iS THE MOST REDICULOUS AND POINTLESS WAR. 6 years ago from my understanding the U.S was attacked. They intended on attempting to discover the quote "Terroist" who'd done it. However they as we all know had no idea who started this plan of attack, if infact it was Iraqi then white house was upsat that they were "Found with their pants down". Meaning guards down. Now I suppost the idea of revenging the family and innocent people and children that died, they didn't deserve that. However, how did this revenge turn from find the "terroist" to "we foudn the oil, librate iraq". I didn't hear that in the original plans....Iraq didn't ask for our libration, further more I doubt they even had a grudge with the U.S. You noticed that soon after the topic of revenge disappered so fast, not only that but the stupid parts are 1. we started on a country dit poor then pointed at someone else and 2. WE CAN'T EVEN HANDLE WITH THE PROBLEMS WE HAVE BTU WE ARE SOOOO READY TO LIBRATE OR HELP SOMEONE ELSE. Our economy is dying, people are loosing everything and we have to suppost a war that in the end will not even benefit us.. I's sad that the sons and daughters of hardwork good people in both lands have to fight a war that is completely pointless and I'm also upset as Iraqis for suicide bombing. WHERE IN THE QURAN DOES IT SAY YOU CAN COMMIT SUICIDE? I've not seen it. And when you commit suicide, common thing in every religon....WHAT HAPPENS???? YOU GO TO HELL NO MATTER THE REASON. This war is disgusting. At the same timewe going thru globel warming, this is the till we should be working together and not againist eachother to solve this problem. "Cavemen act more civilized". This just what I think, I can be wrong, I can be right, who knows. Watch one of you say I'm wrong lol. Anyways I will try as I said in my last post to start the website and start up a webcasting. I will try in due time.




Henduo Henduo Ai
Yamamoto Kenji

Tokyo's Sorrow and The Stone

Konichiwa

I haven't posted for a week so I had to do this quick post to asure everyone I'm still alive xD. Anyways I got back to rping, i did new pictures today lol. I'm thinking about doing a weekly webcasting. I dunno yet. I most likely will after i build my website. >_> Ok i gotta go cause it's late lol. Ok good night.



Henduo Henduo Ai
Yamamoto Kenji