Friday, February 29, 2008

Vandali

Hi Hi


I went to the diva's last night...Was nice. I would go into more detail but I need to go sleep because it's major late. So I'm only starting it off so you know what you go good coming lol.





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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

The Lie became the Truth and the Truth a Vading History

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And why didn't I write in the last however many ddays I have not writen in? I don't know, I just know I had some depression and mood swings going on, I don't still know why. I do know I feel better. I have a feeling problem though...like a have feelings for someone feeling problem lol. I bet that made no sence lol. O dear. xD. I decided I'd find my pictures for editing out of books. Makes it more orignal than just finding the same ones ppl use to edit online. It's gonna be a project I can tell you that lol. But oddly I can't wait to actually get it done. Like I don't even wanna go to the salon to get ym hair done, I actually wanna stay home and get the project done.It's makeing me sick! I have to even do the profile over. I'm gonna make the old alexander profile their back up pro. I have to find a lay out. I don't think it's gonna be the same one they have currently. I'm not sure yet. But you wait till its' done, it's gonna be a big bang like OMG! lol.





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Sunday, February 24, 2008

So I guess Your the Doctor for Relationships?...

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I think I'm gonna go back to trying to write my stories, and things like that. There is so much I wanna get back to doing and I think finally I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna add on some other things too, but I'm not sure yet. I just found myself just like, sitting there saying to myself "Hobbies make you out" and I do believe it's true. I can't stop sneezeing, something around me is really dusty. Anyways, I have to start from scracth with my pictures, I can't be held back because I don't have a cord. I had alot of pictures on there and it took me two years, I think that made me a alittle depressed, but you know I just keep going while I wait for my hard drive cord. I need to search for some new pictures, or ask people for some. I think I'll do that tonight, instead of going up stairs as normal and staring at the tv lol. Then I gotta find my father old photography camera, instead of buying one I could restore that one and use it. Buy some film yadda ya. Yep. Then I think when I get my cord, I'll go to one of the graphic stores and have then print out one of my pictures maybe. I think the mugen one I'll have then print. That one is nice. Alright I have to go eat breakfast and go catch my bus, I'll be writing again tonight ...Hopefully.



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Thursday, February 21, 2008

*Gasps* I'm gorgeous....

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My chin itches and my eye hurts....and my back hurt and itches too xD. I really for some reason would like to have a bf/gf. I don't know why, just would like to have one. I think I look to hard as I maybe have said before, and I don't enjoy being single. I'm really bored right now, I thought I was going to go look for music but I changed my mind and I'm gonna go watch tv and takes some meds, periods on its way, most likely tomorrow. Dunno. Well I washed my hair today, felt so good lol. I am still sad about my harddrive. I foudn the price but its' out of stock T______________T I want to cry. Alright let me go lay down, cause nothing really happened today really. I need to start trying to get frames for my pictures, and trying to get them printed out.Dunno what I'm gonna do.

D&G

I intend to do something simular to this, not meaning the picture but like Dolce and Gabana, I intend to do something simular, only thing is, it won't be a fashion design I'll beign just doing editing and they will be my portfolio models lol, I will explain more when I finish the pictures



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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

I CAN'T BREATHE...DON'T HELP ME I CAN'T BREATHE....

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Ok I have to do a one liner right now, cause for some reason i can't breathe right to well. So um nothign happened today, it was slow. um um yes he so cute!!! -_- I say that about every cute guy i see lol. Ok now my back hurts too. I'm still mad my cord is broken, but guess what! I found what camera I think I want lol. I can't wait to just choose one so i can save money for it and then i have to get my cell first, that is gonna be verizon. >_> O snap I have to go vote for danny. U_U His pants were a little (ahem) bluging today xD what happened danny? OK I GOTTA GO VOTE AND THEN SLEEP.

((Funny He knows you better than you know you, you better take yourself out to dinner and get to know yourself.))


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Monday, February 18, 2008

The Beast was Delicate, and the Beauty was Coarse

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I feel like homer lol. I just copied my html code for my sig, and then copied the coarse, so I could get the oppisite xD. I then relized "HELLO DUMMY, YOU COPIED THE WORD AND LOST THE HTML" XD. Just now realized this. Anyways. BACK HURTNESS. Just got finish watching what's it called... Balls of Fire, I think that what it's called. It's about this singer that almost made it bigger than evlis until he went and married a 13 year old girl -_-...nice move. Nice moive thou. Just dunno what he was thinking when he did it. It's 10 10...DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR BOYFRIEND IS? xD just got this feeling to do that. It's my "bed time", I have to go do some stuff before i go to bed. What's new? Let's see, I like someone? No that's not new xD. Um My vord is broken? No...I have nothing to say? No....Had an odd day? YES!!! ((DING DING DING)) XD. Ok now enjoy this video while I go handle business and go to beeeed! Yay. Ni ai wo xD

Please Besure to Press Play.



((WE ARE NOTHING BUT ANIMALS, SO ACT LIKE ONE!))
-Think about it, or if needed do reseach lol-


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Saturday, February 16, 2008

I murdered him....and it was so beautiful.

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I need to get back to doing things I use to do. It's bad I stopped. Today was a weird day, I don't know it mite be me..maybe. I don't think feel like I feel for you-know-who. I don't know what happened so don't ask, cause I don't even know xD lol. Anyways, I think I like being single, don't have to worry about anyone and stuff. I think once I can handle being single I can then handle a relationship. YES I BELIEVE...I BELIEVE XD. I got the feeling someone I don't want reading this is reading it -_-. That's not nice, STOP YOU-WHO-I-DON'T-WANT-READING READING!!!! XD. lOOK AT THE TIME >_> 9 56 TIME TO GO LOL. Ok I'll talk a little more. I need a game lol. I need alot of stuff. I gotta do alot of planning. ALL i HAVE TO SAY IS GO DANNY GO I HOPE YOU BECOME AMERICAN IDOL, when you do thou, don't forget about us little people T______T or we'll cry. lol




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A headache that feels good

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I know i was suppose to write again yesterday, but I had to put my clothes up and then my power code for my hard drive is broken, so I got pissed off and went to bed. Now i have to find another code, which I don't know how long that will take. I can't upload any pictures. I have so much to do and this is hold me back >_<. I really could just break something because I know i'm not going to find that cord. AND I NEED IT SO BADLY. I'm gonna cry. Anyways. I was in the bathroom and I cam up with this crazy Idea to do webcasting. Only thing is...I don't have MY HARD DRIVE and a camera yet. Sooner or later. Then When that happens I'll be hosting on both Youtube and Myspace. I'll be doing live castings on Stickam (maybe) dunno yet. So much to plan so much to do. lol I can't wait to fix my portfolio up. That will be cool xD. And to end this lovely posting I was thinking about posting a video but I did that last post so, next time ^________^.


((We come to think of ourselves as "the cure". We need to hear the truth, we're not the cure but we're the disease. Everytime we find something, see something new, touch something, It's infected, it spreads, it worsens. We although can be the cure if we would only as our mother's tell us..."Mind Your Own Business".))




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Friday, February 15, 2008

2 slices of bread for 3,000 Starving Babies....

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I know i didn't write last night, so my bad. Right now I have to go do some pictures. This is acutally gonna be like a super short blog, I'm not even gonna put my sig on it, I'm just gonna end it. .... (ends it xD)

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Free The bottled Water to Once it came.

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I'm in so much pain you have no idea. This tooth is driving me to madness. It's gotten really tender lately, if I touch it , it hurts, if I don't touch it, it hurts lol. I got the cake for work, and now in a minute I have to go to bed. Today was crazy mad, this one worker is shouting at everyone and it's like calm down bitch lol. I really wanted to tell her, you know you should have bid for that position. lol Ofcourse you may not get it unless you work where I do, which I bet you don't xDDDD. Anyways I have yet to start my new portfolio. Ok I want to explain the name of my Titles to my blogs, they are to make you think and me too xD. I get stuck on them sometimes and be like WHAT? lol. I am amazed what comes out of my retarded mouth lol. All my titles are copy righted becoz they go to my pictures. Which I will soon be making xD. Ok I want to ask, Have you ever heard of the Ugliest Truth.....>_> I bet you heard of a beautiful lie, but what about a ugly truth. I have heard of some, and so have you. I have alot of pictures to do, and many quotes to write. I wish I was POET but that kinda stuff comes once in a blue saturn. lol THERE ARE BLUE SATURNS...JUST ASK THE HIPPIES THEY SEEN'EM ..I love hippies...xD Cosmo is a hippies (((sorry for that weird but random moment))) lol.


SUPPORT GLOBLE COOLING, STOP GLOBLE WARMING....((??? Mother nature is only punishing us for what over time we have done, but to prove to her we can do better, that we can fix our mistakes, FIGHT AND SUPPORT. YOU'VE SEEN THE WEATHER, YOU'VE SEEN THE THINGS HAPPENING WORLD WIDE. STOP, LISTEN, LOOK, THINK, ACT. What's your motive?(c) )))






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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Can't teach young dogs old tricks.

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Ok i'm really tired so i'm just gonna post really fast xD. Ok so yea i decided to turn two of the characters into like this A& F kinda thing. Its gonna be nice just wait. ok you know this is gonna be the shortest entry coz i'm tired and wanna go. xD






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When Stupid became smart and Smart became retarded

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I know I haven't written in two days but I got seriously lazy, and didn't really feel like go all the way down to get my laptop, then not be able to get a connection. So yeah that explains why I have not been posting entries. Nothing really new happened. I'm going to be taking a cake to work on thursday, my day off. People think I'm crazy but i'm nice like that lol. I also haven't been on myspace in a while it's starting to bore me gettting on and roleplaying my characters. I think i'm just gonna close them down and use them as like portfolio edits. Cause it's beginning to get on my nerves. I may keep one of the characters open. Since he's recently new, then like after some time I may shut him down and just use him as art lol. Alright once again I must go because I haven't eaten yet, neither has the dog xD. For some reason I feel really annoyed today. I don't know why.





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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Twice Upon One Time

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I know I didn't write last night, my connection wasn't hooked up so I was to lazy to do it. I'm about to go to work in a few minutes. My tooth is killing me like all hell lol. There's really nothing new. Nothing happened last night. Same ol' same ol'. Stared at you know who all day, finished work, spent some cash, had a smoke, went home went to sleep xD. Same ol' same ol'. And Now i'm about to repeat it lol. Ok I gotta go I'll tell you more when I get home tonight lol.




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Friday, February 8, 2008

I'm Blind but I can See, I'm Smart but I don't Understand. Shut up and live.

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I can't see to clearly, but I had to put in a entry. My eyes and head hurt. It's very different when you are the smoker and you are the second hand. Second hand you get it raw, smoke get's sheild and get flavor. I can't look at a pc and deal with smoke as a second hand very well. That's the reason I can't see, and have a bad headache. I'm bored though and really don't feel like going to lay down. Did you see that new video by what's her name...Lil mama. I like the video more, just really nice. >_> Corse Chris brown was cute too, so you. and Lil mama looked nice, she look like a wmon xD. I think on valentines I'm gonna go to the moives after I drop the cake off. Maybe. I'll go to see stick it? no...step up?...no...Step 2? Step something >_< I know what the moive is but I don't remember the name xD. Anyways,I think I'll go and see that and do a little shopping. Maybe depends we'll see what happens lol. I can see again xD. Yay. I need water thou. I still feel weird. I'm gonna go plan Halo even thou my head hurts lol.


Enjoy the video!












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Thursday, February 7, 2008

Revolution is Evolving

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Well today was a very productive day.....xD ha ha No it wasn't. All I did was clean and edit like two pictures and that was it lol. So lame. I talk to me friend Had a la la lol its actually Hadlaa. i just like saying the other way. OMG THERE IS KISSING ON MY FUDGIN TV....ME WANNA KISS....you know who (wink wink). Right now I'm listening to the wonderful Kwon Boa, the song is Girls on Top xD....O man that means so many things in my filthy head. Now what was I gonna say...>_> O yea what do you do on V-day? like I have never really celebrated v-day xD. I'm like so completely clueless about it. Also OMG I think Rome is back. I gotta go see, on the HBO home page and see other wise HELLOOOOO ROME. lol Ok what to do tomorrow? I don't know. I can't wait to have my compoota back xD I miss it so much T_T. O my back. I think I'm just writing jibberish now xDDD so I guess I'll end this now lol






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Wednesday, February 6, 2008

A Good That leads Evil to Victory.

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Omg He was just so cute today...I got the fuzzies all over, it's not fair xD. I'm just gonna post really quick because its almost midnight and this is gotta be done before midnight xD. Anyways he was so cute today (swoons), I want him >X3 lol. That seems to be the only thing on my head I can't really talk about anything else lol.I brought some clothes and two neclesses. I'm gonna take some pictures tomorrow so you can see xD. I need new pictures up anyways lol.



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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

A Redemtion in the Form of Suicidel War

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This is going to be short because NOTHING HAPPENED TODAY XD. However, I get an pretty hello kitty neckless, and I found out where to get that same neckless my friend at my other job has, NOT ONLY THAT, I just finished book 5 and 6 of Hana-kimi. (Swoons) I love that anime. I just wish Mizuki would just hurry up and ask Sano out >X3 or the other way around xD. I need to catch up fast, cause I have this feeling when it happens I'm gonna get all giggly like xDDDDDD. I can't wait to go to work tomorrow. You know who didn't work today T________T I thought he did but he didn't. Anyways I need to stop at Borders to ask them about book 7 8 and 9 xDDD and when I get it i'm gonna read it one whole night lol X3. Now I can't wait to go to work tomorrow. All these things, him, book, him, book, book, book, book .....>_> xDDDD I WANT THOSE BOOKS. lol I gotta handle some businessy tomorrow...LONG DAY TODAY AND I'M READY YOSH!!!!!!!!





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Monday, February 4, 2008

Today Here We Sit...Devided... as ONE.

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I'm so tired, so much to do...no not really xD. But I have to go iron my pants and brush my teeth and....(has forgotten)....annnnndddddddd check my e-mail to sign up for health insurance xD. Yay yay-ness. Had fun at work as always, Tony scared the mess out of me by telling me that there was a test coming up. -_-... I was poked many times by preston when he came in today xD. (Hearts) You know who works tomorrow (little angels and heart around head). YAY xD I'm such a dork. I got some moeny from my mommy dear also. Whatelse. I need to go do a tiny bit of shopping is for sure. Dunno when thou. Ok Time for bed lol. I'm tired and it's 10 13 anyways lol. I LOVE YOU (KISSY KISSY x3 LOL)





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Sunshine on a Sunless Planet

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Last night I was really upset, so I didn't really talk about what happened all during the day, so today I'm gonna post twice lol. We're having a V-day bash at work but its on a day I have off TT_TT (so not fair) but I decided I'm still gonna bring them cake and candy and maybe some plate and forks. Perston said he would be my valentine for V-day xD, we all know me by now. I said no lol. I should say yes thou, I never had a valentine before, <_< what do valentines do? go on cruises? xD I WANNA GO ON A CRUISE. Today should be a good day hopefully. I hope. T_T Alex isn't working today (so sad). I told Preston I liked Alex and he got jealous xD (i don't think like real jealous). I wanna go shopping. *sighness*. THE GAINTS WON LAST NIGHT XD. GO GAINTS AND HEINEKIN .... a match made in heaven xD. I don't even drink beer nor to I watch sports that much but I'm shouting it lol. It was a nice game thou, think I'll have to watch more football games. I know I need to catch up on the soccor games. Soccor is hot xD. Anyways It's ten twenty two, and I need to go eat breakfast. So toodles. xD





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Sunday, February 3, 2008

Welcome to World War 3 and Return of the Great Depression

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I feel like I wasted my time again. I was willing to wait all of the world for her, and basically she blows me off with she was gonna meet someone on saturday anyway. Wow, very much so wow. I really feel like I could cry, I feel really hurt instead. I tried to protect her and myself...and in the end only hurt the both of us. I swear to never fall in love with anyone that is not near me, because the only thing that ends up happening is me getting hurt. That person either plays me or doesn't feel the way I feel for them. I don't know what to say anymore. I bet if I hadn't said anything she would have just let me know she's in love with someone else....I was having a good day, was hoping she would understand but she doesn't and I guess is just a waste of her time. I blew alot of people off for her, was proud to let people know that I was in love with her and she mite becoming to the states soon. However I guess the same things weren't felt, for one she most likely doesn't even know that much about me. I don't take this as a whatever moment, It's like a cut with salt, lemon, bleach and alchol poured on it. I had a good day....until now....






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Saturday, February 2, 2008

State of Address To the Union of the Public

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Today was long but short. I of course had work today so yea that is a start. Anyways I almost was late for work, thanks to NJTRANSIT -_-. I honestly would say, don’t follow the schedule because they defiantly don’t. Yes today I did stare at him, but it was brief stares (look for 5 secs and look off then look again for 5 secs). My connection is going on and off lol. At the moment it’s wireless, I didn’t feel like going all the way down stairs and connecting on the internet then having to talk to my parents then have to answer why are you this and be careful that. I know the whole nine yards, so please lets not rehearse. My parents are hard on me but its’ for the better, just its get annoying sometimes. I talked to Kay today…texted more so. Wasn’t that many text, but she said she wants to be my girlfriend however for me, I can sense myself loosing my control and somewhat somewhere cheating, so I don’t think a relationship at the moment is in need of session (that sound incorrect and retarded xD). Anyways I don’t wanna be in a relationship at the moment because I don’t wanna hurt her and at the same time we’re not near each other so, yeah. I’ll wait till she gets back to the states and we’ll see what happens then, other than that eh. I haven’t been put back on schedule at my other job yet (annoying), still on stand-by like I’m in the army or something. Tomorrow I gotta take that retched 37, Ninety something and I think it’s 66. I hate the busses. IT’S ELEVEN O’CLOCK I AM SUPPOSE TO BE SLEEP BY NOW… Ok so we know what this means….



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Friday, February 1, 2008

State of Everlasting Destruction...

Hi Hi,
I been doing good so far, I been posting everynight xD (and its only been three days). Wonder if I can keep this up. Anyways I like this girl her name is Kay....more so love. But recently before I started this blog, I got sick so I decided to stop texting her to see if she'll text me first. She didn't I did..Just today. RABBIT YOU GOT CONTROL OVER MY HANDS XD. Anyways, she tells me that she been busy....ok...busy...I dunno it muct be me or i dunno. But even if I was busy I'd still text her...in which I have. I just let it go thou, but Rabbit tells me that she's expecting me to be the man....I'M DICKLESS.... Let's think about that.....Yea pretty much, last I looked in my panties I don't have one. However I always in the first place planned to be man but just recently because of Alex, something made me wanna be the girl again. -_- I hate being confussed. Pretty soon I need to open a protfolio so you all can see me artness xD...Most likely will be at deviantArt. Anyways, it's 9:30 pm and I'm getting aggravated and I'm tired..... So this is gonna get cut right about.......now!



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