False Lives with True Lies

Salaam Salaam

Today is the first day of Ramadan, I am excited however also very hungry lol. This morning all I had was.... a dole pineapple cup.....no water, no oatmeal, no milk or dates, just a small little happy cup of pineapples. I'm regretting not getting up and actually eating something. One thing I do see happening this month thou is SHEDDING WEIGHT, oot oot lol, and also ofcourse cutting off of candy and sorts. Time to power up and get healthy. In fact, speaking of healthy, I got this awesome Tomatoe soup, it's simply deeeeeelish. I will post the recipe up in the other blog, once I get a chance to post up everything else I've written. lol. Lately I been having a little sneezing fit. Yesterday I sneezed a good 10 to 11 times in a row, and no my nose wasnt contintent lol. In fact I have to sneeze now. A pen pal of mine, who's a soilder, is currently in IRAQ, he messages me complaining of the weather and other soilders lol. He recently asked me to edit a picture of him, I haven't completed it yet lol :(, however it is almost done lol. Once it's done it will be added to my collection. What else is new? Just about nothing lol. I guess this will be cut short until something happens. OOOOO! I got on a roller coaster lol. ok thats it lol. IT WAS AWESOME AND FAST AND HIGH AND LOW LOL.xDDDD


Ramadan Mubarak
Tatiana.W.

With Time we Evolve...Or Evolution will force you to.

Helloooooooo


I haven't once again posted in a super long time. Which I am sorry I didnt lol. I have been having some serious problems controling what I spend, one minute I get it in control and the next when I dont do the same budget plan I spend double. It's depressing. I feel like I'm spiraling down into jupitar lol. I gotta try my best and keep up my best. It is kinda hard thou when you see alot of stuff you wanna buy lol ON SALE xD. Anyways I won't sales stop me from saving. Guess what happened to me! I got cursed out by a bum........Sweet isn't it. She sees me in my uniform and says, "You have 3 or 4 dollors?"....BOLD!....I tell her no, i was telling the truth too...."You a cop?"....=_=;....Bold again......I tell her no i am not. "Why you got that badge?"....I tell her its for my job...."Where you work?"....I respond none of her concern....I think thats where she may have gotten the idea I may be a cop...NOT..."its all my concern, i got the right to know. you soppose to give me some money"...at this point i got a little pissed and responded 'keep going'...."You a cop! you suppose to give me some money, I'm a detective"...ofcourse my responce was 'yea sure you are' and her responce was walking away calling me an ugly ass cop..........Ay....I swear people getting bold these days lol. Ok off of the bad news and on to good. I saw Maxwell and Chrisette Michelle live, it was very nice. One lady threw her panties on the stage, maxwell licked them and the women went wild lol. ew.... lol. What else is new? Um I started playing Maple story again lol, addicting as ever in fact here are my characters. The girl is TokyoCode and the two boys are the same person but updated and his name is! ozxIPODxzo!
Ok I have to go my lunch is up.

Toodles
!Tatiana Patel (My cool version to my name lol)

The Words of the Queen "Be use && Use"

Hello Everyone

As everyone should know Mr.Jackson has pass. Much respect to him and his family. I feel very bad for his children, their father was young and just as the blossoming of his life and he passes, not his intention but it's very sad, you know? I didn't watch the service for him because the whole thing seemed too Deja Vu. A tad weird that I had actually seen it before. I still say thou, Farewell Mr.Jackson.

I can see that I haven't posted in forever, 2 months almost. I will be changing my phone to a blackberry or palm so that I may post more often. However I can assure you that somethings have been going on. I turned 21 in June, I didn't have a big party, I just relaxed with some friends and had a few beers lol. The other thing is I don't know if I wrote this before but I started writing again, poems and stories, I have to post them up so that they may be read. I also want to post up the ridiculous pictures I take with my phone lol. Alot of people laugh when they seen my pictures but often I see them as telling me something or inspiring me, although you may not agree. Something else that is somewhat new, I fully love being single lol. Ok so that wasn't anything new but I feel I should say it was. "When you are engulfed in flames By David Sedaris" && "Measure for Measure By Shakespeare" are both brillient as I read them. I have been debateing if I should start my website up again and really get back into it. I am not sure if I really should... Opinions are welcomed :). OH GUESS WHAT I met Mr.Leatherdale today and even got to chat with him *hearts*. He's such a fantastic person. I love his photos very beautiful and I hope to post them up sometime to show everyone.Now its time to meet Mr.Armstong lol. Ok I need to jet. My bus should be here any minute lol.

Good Night.
Tatiana.

[.Mr.Leatherdale is handsome *blush*.]

Ressurection of the Guitine

Hey there Hi there Ho there.

It's fleet week, can't be anymore excited. OH EM GEE! LOL. I'll be going tuesday, hopefully with some buddies. Very excited as its a first for me and FW together. I will be sure to take pictures of the flight deck. Can't wait. I really wanna go inside and see the engine room since thats where I'll be working. One of my bosses were bugging me about going when I kept saying I was going on a tuesday.. Jeeeeez. There is one thing I wanna talk about in here but not yet will I bring it up. Yesterday, actually the day before I got into or was brought into a super long convo (which in my opinion is ridiculous [length] now)with my parents and as we were talking I came to realized I'm very miss understood and ALWAYS judge, not like I'm saying o poor me. Just came to notice this.Demands are demanded but that demander can not really do the exchange. Don't know if that sounded right but yea. I also see alot of people cant change with the time and understand or even want to understand. I'm always asked why I don't talk about my feelings and the reason is because the world judges before listening, and the same thing "HEARD IT BEFORE". I dunno people most likely disagree with me and my logic but thats ok. IDC I will think how I think and if you can accept that.. that's not my problem it's yours. I'm open to taking opinions. In speaking of opinions, there's a new topic floating around about an USAF (United States Air Force) pilot who was booted from the USAF for "TELLING" to much. Now they are considering, letting fellow gays be open about it in the military. Doing that will not solve the problem(s). I don't like the whole idea of it. Ok yes, fine if they let them in, but once that green light is given to be open about it all hell will break loose. Unprofessional and Dangerous. I think they should welcome them but keep the "Don't ask don't tell" policy and let them know"Kepp it to yourself not everyone needs or even wants to know and it WILL make some uncomfortable". I don't think I wanna go in the USN and work with some one of the same sex hitting on me or even the oppisite sex flashing it around, but theres nothing we can do about it, is it? Oh well. As of lately I've been trying to work on some editing, but it's been hard. I only have time after work and by then I'm glued to watching NCIS and crashing. lol.I also want to try and finish my stories I started writing. I wanna try and get back into writing again, poetry, books, more blogging and coding. One step at a time. I haven't seen that cute officer lol xP I should stop, I'm so majnoon (crazy in arabic).MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING ..... and no i still haven't found a place e_e. I was reading a NYLON magazine and I saw alot of designsI liked and I think I will make a picture and send it in with a letter with how I recently started reading their magazines and they inspired some designs on me. We'll see if my letter makes it into the maglol. But what will I write?



XOXO
Tatiana


Always write my sigs different eachtime. [.Laziness.] lol

When the Weak became the Strong and the Strong the Dead....

Bonjour Bonjour lol

Alot I would say has been going on, um as some might be aware I'm turning 21 in a month. Im VERY excited. I still havent found a lounge I wanna have my party at. My friends kept telling me 3 and 2 months in advance was toooo much in advance....feh I think it was perfect timing to start finding one, but whatever whats done is done. I'm not eating eggs anymore, NATGEO just showed eggs evolving and frankly its a little disterbing when you think about the fact you're eating a unborn fetus. I'm getting sick lol. In speaking of sick, I was just sick this week. It stopped my working out in the morning and everything. I am going to start back up tomorrow. Nice 1 1/2 - 2 hour work out. I'm gonna try to do an hour every working day and 2 on weekends. But anyways back to me being sick. I was having, at first, just a light headache then it got worse, my vision to the right of me began to blur then my right arm started going dead. After so my headache after taking some tylenol rapid release began to rapid release itself around my whole head, hitting my spine then just the left side of my head. I was diagnosed with just having a HEADACHE, like I told my mother lol. But thats what mothers do, they worry lol. I was also very cold sound and light sorta hurt me, and my eyes hurt. I'm ok now thou so no worries =]. Lets see what else has been going on? I heard someone at my job got fired. ::Gigaddy gigaddy::. I'm also looking to go on a road trip, don't know where to yet lol. NCIS!!!!! omg I been hooked. tuesday new episode, I have just started watching this show and already got what happened in the past. I don't know about Ziva, I can't tell if she's plain stupid or she's againist NCIS. I wanna find out!!!! Um lately I been getting mega overly jealous. I don't usually get like this but I think its was some much the fact I doubted myself the abilty of being the right one for her. I mean IDK. I didn't know what to do for awhile with myself I was kinda confussed, like I knew what I wanted but didn't know how to handle all of it and now its like I understand it. I think one thing I needed was to relax and think. All I can do now on day is think about her and worry if she's ok or not. She tells me not to worry about her but honestly how can I not? Even if I attempted I would fail. Ugh...I'm in love lol. I am thinking about if I should propose to her before I leave... I guess I should wait and see how things go. Nervous but happy. Flock of birds in my stomach lol. I was gonna start a homepage but I figured it would be useless, I wouldnt have the time and don't really need it lol. Anyways I need to go to bed it's 0104 am and I'm cold and hungry lol



Ja!...
T.Williams

It's like eating Pizza with a Spoon or Ice Cream with a Fork.

Hiiiiiiiii

Unfortunatly something I tried failed! Im sorry lol. I was trying to do audio blogs instead because I get tired of typing but for some reason I cant get the audio off my phone. I did it before. I'm like really tired, my eyes lol. Lets see for the past 2 weeks I believe nothing exciting really happened, like it ever does lol. I havent seen that cop again, the one I was talking about. I'm sure he's hiding around somewhere lol. I no longer talk to the guy I said I was talking to...Not really going to go into that but I will say, since I just brought that up, why is it when in a relationship or something close to one...why is it when they're breaking up with you they say "I understand you feel" or somethign remotely stupid to that.....WHY?! Someone has to explain that to me because it makes no sense to me, if they understood why do they do it? The world is very confussing, much like making sense of no sense...We learn to live with it thou. I will say thou I have learned to get over things real quick, and once again in speaking of that, I hear this alot. People always say "I need less friends because its better"....or something remotely stupid to that. In my opinion its not about how many, its about the friends themselves. Ofcourse I know there are people that fully disagree with me, which is understandable but the way I see is, you can go have 3 friends and they all be lousy or have 3,000 friends and they all be there for you and even vice versa. Numbers dont matter when it comes to friends, the person themselves matter. It just bothers me when people say that jeeeeez....Im hungry lol. I have been really hungry as of lately but I cant eat after a certain time so im usually shit out of luck lol. I feel really weird sitting on this computer, Im like itching to get on my xbox and play shaun white to the beat of Jason mraz and the fray. I cant get enough of those two, espicially Jason Mraz. He has very sexy music. Like one minute u feel like you wanna be on the beach relaxing to his music then next moment up in the moment snowboarding then next having sex. yea his music is THAT good. OMG I WANT PIZZA...So yea I been planning for my birthday...yes a month and a half in advance lol. My guestlist is stareing at 40....I hope it looks away. By the time my birthday I will cut my hair again and hopefully get my car permit (yea right). Im also talking to my "ex" again...not techinally my ex but thats the best way to describe it. I admitted to her I still had feelings for her...and speak of the devil she just txted lol. There goes that funny feeling again....You know that love feeling in the stomach, the one when u hear their name u look around for them and your heart flutters lol. I some what hate this feeling but I love it too lol. Ok im just going on about nothing now xD o jeez. Does anyone even read this blog or even like reading it? lol I feel like Im talking to myself. Ok um whatelse beside the above has happened?....... AH i went to the car convention in NYC. Wasnt too bad, they had less than 2007 thou so that kinda sucked lol. Bumble bee was there um and thats it lol. I will say thou I am a tad upset with Samual Adams for their Boston Lager......WTH it taste like budwiser. EW. Seasonal is good but wth with Boston Lager. Upset for that, i hate the taste of the one. I also found out the DEA is hiring, closing date is may 1st. I would like to go for it however cant because for one I dont qualify, so yea downside, upside it should be opening by the time I come back from the Navy :). Ok im gonna end it here Im really tired now lol.

Much Love

Tatiana Williams

(Above Picture is Goose the Snowboarder)

Spitting up Love.

Hey there hi there ho there lol.

O jeez I feel weird right now...Not enough air on this bus. Anyways I found out I cant sign up for PAPD while im in the Navy before I return home because I have to here for the test which at the same time makes me think i can if I just make note of when I get back then I can take my test.....o nice Im gonna be late for my meeting. Seems like the boys in blue blocked off the street infront of kean for some reason and my bus has to go around. Brilliant lol. I actually think there isnt a meeting today because my recruiter hasnt called me to tell me theres a meeting...Lets see what else has been going on? Um there is other stuff I want to put in here but happens there are people from work that read this blog so lol cant really put it in the blog :( makes me sad i cant tell you the awesome things that happened. I will say thou I know someones scent when they come around... :) Me and a friend are thinking abt doing a road trip to somewhere and we dont know where lol. Ok other than that i got nothing beside the fact in on xbox live woot! lol ok bye

Much Love
Tatiana :)

Don't fear Fear, Let Fear stare you in the Eyes and Fear You!

Hi Hi everyone

Nothing new here. I figured I post just to let everyone know I'm still alive lmao. Um theres this cop at work *drools* so sexy and his eyes....gorgous. .>_> I think he may have been checkin me out when he came by today *giggles*. Omgness and his butt lol ok let me stop lol. Um lets see whats happened in the past few weeks, went to my first Naval meeting, only couldnt stay the whole thing but it was nice I liked it. I learn right something right , i forget the name of it I gotta get that one straight. Whatelse? I've become happy with being single in fact I love it lol. Makes a person shine when they can accept soemthing about themselves and be happy with it. Im right now trying to fix my myspace page and facebook. Facebook changed it's layout its a little weird I don't really like it. But then again I use mobile facebook so i ofcourse wouldnt be use to the web one lol. I havent been on actual internet for awhile now lol. Anyways I'm tired and I need sleep but I wanna keep writing. Hmm Umm whats something new that happened? I got someone of interest....Im not gonna go into that for a reason Id love to tell but....not gonna lol. I guess I'll wrap it up and call it a night xP O yes tonights quote up there is all truths...please dont fear and let it fear you, be invinsible!

Much Love
Tati <3

The Beautiful Beast...

Hi Hi and all that lol

I haven't writen once again in a very long time lol. Right now I'm watching the moive Taking Chance starring Kevin Bacon. I hear its a very good moive and I have got to see it so I'm kinda multitaking here and its in spanish...Didnt notice I was on a spanish HBO and not only that but its going off lol. Ok then I'll wait for the next time it comes on lol. Um yes new news is that I officially joined the NAVY. I was sworn in and all. So I am a very proud person right now. Yes I AM. Other than that I have been becoming a very frequant facebooker lol. I love it to death. You know something, just turned to coyote ugly, Id love to be in love but I think I can wait. Since I will be going into the NAVY i dont think its best I got into one. Anyways other than that, I am making alot of friends with people from work, I love em they're cool and weird. I'm typing about nothing right now lol. O what to talk about lol hehe Alright Ill just end it cause i forgot what I was gonna type lol.

Much Love
T.Willie

I is am ...Am is I....I am is...are you?

Hello Hello Salaam!


I had tried to post from my phone earlier today but for some reason it kept deleting everything I had wrote and that became a pain in the butt. I had like 2 long paragraphs nicely writen out and everything. O well I'll have to write them over on here instead. Lets see what was it I was talkin about? Ah my cousin had her baby. A baby girl born yesterday around 2330 (10:30 pm). I heard she looks like her mother, I havent seen her to determine that so i dont know lol. Kinda upset she wasnt born while I was down there lol. O well next time, if there is a next time. At the same day, which was yesterday, a friend of mine went to army boot camp. I wanted to tell her something but didnt get to. Hopefully by 5 months I will be ready to go for navy boot camp hopefully less than 5 months I really wanna get in there. I tired of myself being lazy, procrastinator, and not able to tell myself no. I really gotta break out fo that because honestly its very shameful. I took my practice ASVAB yesterday and did good in math, word comp, para and assembly. however did oweful in arthmatics, sciences, auto, and shop I believe there was another one I don't recall the name of it but ...o Electronics...not pc type. So I have alot of studing to do today. First I have to iron my clothes nice and crisp.

Barack Obama is our current President, I'm very proud of him. Hopefully he will be able to fix up somethings that are in bad condition. So far he sent a letter to my job stating that we were soon to be moved up to G band, if I'm correct. By that time I'll hopefully be in the Navy but then at the same time I will still have my job at were I am. In speaking of my job, i;m gonna make this breif, but I have notice people still or even being more upset about their liquids being taken from them and its still kinda like "were they under a rock when 9/11 happened?". It's very disturbing in a way but at the same time its a pain because of having to explain basically a piece of history, its back to highschool again. Then I feel like it's like we're the only ones that don't want another 9/11... Seems like americans are a little selfish but then at the same time are always ready to point a blame while at the time you are trying to protect them and make them happy, I stop trying to make passengers happy, I'm here to protect and if they dont like it they can bite my iron ass (excuse the language). Anyways away from that. This picture is Dedicated to the Troops that have fallen and to those of the Americans that are simply trying to live. The Wallpaper version can be found on my facebook. Search me by either clicking the picture or searching me by e_mail4u2000@yahoo.com If you cant find me then leave an email and I will add you.
Much Thanks and Love to the Troops

Much Love
T. Willie aka Y.K Pink Apple