I feel like I wasted my time again. I was willing to wait all of the world for her, and basically she blows me off with she was gonna meet someone on saturday anyway. Wow, very much so wow. I really feel like I could cry, I feel really hurt instead. I tried to protect her and myself...and in the end only hurt the both of us. I swear to never fall in love with anyone that is not near me, because the only thing that ends up happening is me getting hurt. That person either plays me or doesn't feel the way I feel for them. I don't know what to say anymore. I bet if I hadn't said anything she would have just let me know she's in love with someone else....I was having a good day, was hoping she would understand but she doesn't and I guess is just a waste of her time. I blew alot of people off for her, was proud to let people know that I was in love with her and she mite becoming to the states soon. However I guess the same things weren't felt, for one she most likely doesn't even know that much about me. I don't take this as a whatever moment, It's like a cut with salt, lemon, bleach and alchol poured on it. I had a good day....until now....
Henduo Henduo Ai
Yamamoto Kenji
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