Two months ago is when I last wrote in my diary, recently I started this blog (In which I'm writing in). I revealed some good and some bad things. I told how I fell in love then some what, threw it away because there was no use of it. In speaking of love, someone I care for has a girlfriend, he told me about it.I got disappointed, hadn't expected but I think it kinda makes me mad. I guess becasue I don't see it from their view. I see the relationship as meaningless and pointless. Here's why. He says they don't even respond to eachother as a couple further more it's an open one...Ok am I the only what is sitting here saying "WHAT?" So why the hell is there even the relationship that basically is friends. Doesn't make sense and that's what makes me mad. That's what showed me "No..Sit" lol. I've leaerned to devolop a clod heart, not in the perspective of being evil and what not but in the perspective of not letting this hurt or get too me as much because really it's plainly stupid.Had I had thewarm tender heart, I'd be in tears and upset. I learn that life doesn't have time for crying over "Bullshit" such as that. "Wash your face and get on the road". Gotta be optimistic, normally I'd say "O well for him, next in line please" but this time I say "Good luck to ya" and I meaen that. I don't want someone that can't wait because "O this o that". Bullshit. You can't wait too damn bad, my theory is if I can wait you you better hell be able to wait for me and if not "Go somewhere out of my sun ray". I kno I most likely am goingin circles but I need to empty my head of something that doesn't even need to be there. Anyways on the more important matter. In Recent reports.......OUR EARTH IS DYING PEOPLE!!!! It seems to me as we evole things, matters, event worsen. Example, WW3, the current war going on now. USA VS QUOTE "IRAQI TERROIST". iS THE MOST REDICULOUS AND POINTLESS WAR. 6 years ago from my understanding the U.S was attacked. They intended on attempting to discover the quote "Terroist" who'd done it. However they as we all know had no idea who started this plan of attack, if infact it was Iraqi then white house was upsat that they were "Found with their pants down". Meaning guards down. Now I suppost the idea of revenging the family and innocent people and children that died, they didn't deserve that. However, how did this revenge turn from find the "terroist" to "we foudn the oil, librate iraq". I didn't hear that in the original plans....Iraq didn't ask for our libration, further more I doubt they even had a grudge with the U.S. You noticed that soon after the topic of revenge disappered so fast, not only that but the stupid parts are 1. we started on a country dit poor then pointed at someone else and 2. WE CAN'T EVEN HANDLE WITH THE PROBLEMS WE HAVE BTU WE ARE SOOOO READY TO LIBRATE OR HELP SOMEONE ELSE. Our economy is dying, people are loosing everything and we have to suppost a war that in the end will not even benefit us.. I's sad that the sons and daughters of hardwork good people in both lands have to fight a war that is completely pointless and I'm also upset as Iraqis for suicide bombing. WHERE IN THE QURAN DOES IT SAY YOU CAN COMMIT SUICIDE? I've not seen it. And when you commit suicide, common thing in every religon....WHAT HAPPENS???? YOU GO TO HELL NO MATTER THE REASON. This war is disgusting. At the same timewe going thru globel warming, this is the till we should be working together and not againist eachother to solve this problem. "Cavemen act more civilized". This just what I think, I can be wrong, I can be right, who knows. Watch one of you say I'm wrong lol. Anyways I will try as I said in my last post to start the website and start up a webcasting. I will try in due time.
Henduo Henduo Ai
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