It's like eating Pizza with a Spoon or Ice Cream with a Fork.

Hiiiiiiiii

Unfortunatly something I tried failed! Im sorry lol. I was trying to do audio blogs instead because I get tired of typing but for some reason I cant get the audio off my phone. I did it before. I'm like really tired, my eyes lol. Lets see for the past 2 weeks I believe nothing exciting really happened, like it ever does lol. I havent seen that cop again, the one I was talking about. I'm sure he's hiding around somewhere lol. I no longer talk to the guy I said I was talking to...Not really going to go into that but I will say, since I just brought that up, why is it when in a relationship or something close to one...why is it when they're breaking up with you they say "I understand you feel" or somethign remotely stupid to that.....WHY?! Someone has to explain that to me because it makes no sense to me, if they understood why do they do it? The world is very confussing, much like making sense of no sense...We learn to live with it thou. I will say thou I have learned to get over things real quick, and once again in speaking of that, I hear this alot. People always say "I need less friends because its better"....or something remotely stupid to that. In my opinion its not about how many, its about the friends themselves. Ofcourse I know there are people that fully disagree with me, which is understandable but the way I see is, you can go have 3 friends and they all be lousy or have 3,000 friends and they all be there for you and even vice versa. Numbers dont matter when it comes to friends, the person themselves matter. It just bothers me when people say that jeeeeez....Im hungry lol. I have been really hungry as of lately but I cant eat after a certain time so im usually shit out of luck lol. I feel really weird sitting on this computer, Im like itching to get on my xbox and play shaun white to the beat of Jason mraz and the fray. I cant get enough of those two, espicially Jason Mraz. He has very sexy music. Like one minute u feel like you wanna be on the beach relaxing to his music then next moment up in the moment snowboarding then next having sex. yea his music is THAT good. OMG I WANT PIZZA...So yea I been planning for my birthday...yes a month and a half in advance lol. My guestlist is stareing at 40....I hope it looks away. By the time my birthday I will cut my hair again and hopefully get my car permit (yea right). Im also talking to my "ex" again...not techinally my ex but thats the best way to describe it. I admitted to her I still had feelings for her...and speak of the devil she just txted lol. There goes that funny feeling again....You know that love feeling in the stomach, the one when u hear their name u look around for them and your heart flutters lol. I some what hate this feeling but I love it too lol. Ok im just going on about nothing now xD o jeez. Does anyone even read this blog or even like reading it? lol I feel like Im talking to myself. Ok um whatelse beside the above has happened?....... AH i went to the car convention in NYC. Wasnt too bad, they had less than 2007 thou so that kinda sucked lol. Bumble bee was there um and thats it lol. I will say thou I am a tad upset with Samual Adams for their Boston Lager......WTH it taste like budwiser. EW. Seasonal is good but wth with Boston Lager. Upset for that, i hate the taste of the one. I also found out the DEA is hiring, closing date is may 1st. I would like to go for it however cant because for one I dont qualify, so yea downside, upside it should be opening by the time I come back from the Navy :). Ok im gonna end it here Im really tired now lol.

Much Love

Tatiana Williams

(Above Picture is Goose the Snowboarder)